UGH!! okay... nevermind. No solo this year, dangit! My parents just aren't up for it i guess. I was so pumped for it! but oh well... not a big deal. The second tryouts for the competition teams are tomorrow and i'm helping with them. I'm not helping judge, but my dance teacher, Diane, said that she needs someone that's good at dancing to be there so that they can show the girls trying out what to do. :) That always makes me feel good! When someone says that they're looking for a good dancer and they choose me! It makes me happy.

DANCE LIFE

Honestly, dance really is all i do... and i love it! what can i say? It's amazing the kind of feelings i get when i dance! It always changes, depending to the type of dance i'm doing. But it's still crazy. It feels like i can do anything. I love it soso much. I really have been meaning to do a solo, but i'd have to raise the money by myself. Of course, Ever, my crazy amazing dance teacher, kinda tries to help me out in ways, but there's choreography fees, a costume, competition fees and the list just goes on. I'm sure it wouldn't be too hard if i was old enough to even get a job, but i'm only 14! How am i supposed to get that money?! And my parents aren't really for it either.. but oh well. Sometimes you have goals and things get in the way. But that doesn't mean you give up. You just have to find a way past those freakin' annoying obstacles that get in your way, right? So, that's what i'm doin'. Next year, whether anyone likes it or not, i'm gonna do a solo. So there. Just try and stop me, i dare you... ;). But, it makes it all the better, cuz if i'm a good dancer now... lets just see how i look in a year... it's gonna rock. :) Anyway, this year i'm just dancin' on the team. Which will be absolutely fabulous, because my dance team rocks!!! We all have our strengths and weaknesses, but all together, we make an awesome team. I love those girls so much! Whether they know it or not, but Ever, Diane, and my team have probably made the biggest impact in my life. It's amazing. :) 'till next time.. :)

Almost Lover 2008-2009 : Me and the team that i love!